29 September 2009, clear morning.
I had this weird dream. A dream that i met her. we were able to talk, smile and laugh together. we waved goodbye, and planned to meet again. Suddenly, my chest hurts a lot. and i start running.
When i woke up, my chest still hurts. My heart is aching. And question start flowing into my head. Why it feels like i am running away? Do i still love her? Am i avoiding her? Whenever i think about it. My heart will start to hurts. Is like a mysteries that can't be solve.
what we could have been, 9:34 AM.